I've figured it out:

we should visit a haunted house or crazy ghost trail!

I know what to do now! I'm gonna scare myself!

I'll get my friends together
we'll pay an outrageous amount of money
to be scared out of our minds
and then eat dinner together.

Sounds blissful to me.

:0

Try the Blues on Backwards

I wonder
how many people
are waiting
for me to
call
or
text
or
send a package
fed-ex
or
swing by.

and so

shall i wait
forever
for nothing?

(not) surprisingly
I am
.....................(secretly)
(not) satisfied
with (your) words
or (my) lack
of
............(sweet)
words -
........(mocking)
the (terrible)
feelings
..............................(knocking)
inside (me and you)
growing
.......................(blindingly)
strong and
................(unmistakingly)
wilting into
...........................................(UNCONCIOUS)
(effortless) hope(ful)

.....(nothings)

travel (completely random...or not)

v formation
contentment
sunset
glow of moon
among clouds
of purple
and pink

home
and
away

large enough
to get lost
inside
but small
enough to
find the
way

home
and
away

from all
those
people I
wouldn't
sit near
anway
yet regret
the photo
opps for
odd reasons
now that
I am

home
and
away

from everyone
else I
did
enjoy